i hate my body

[lexxiescott]

I took the day off today because i haven't been feeling good because of the weather and some of the gals and i decided to do a movie day. i made myself some peanut butter and jelly toast and now my body is once again treating the peanut butter like it's a viral infection. So i've got my laptop - which doesn't have the movie on it - in bed with me while i wait for the leg tremors to stop (they've lasted almost half an hour this time) and my stomach to settle down before i go back over to my desk to continue with the movies. At least i hope i can continue. i might have to call it quits for the night. The hot flashes and chills have finally stopped too. Just waiting on the upset stomach, which would be better if i'd realized what was happening earlier than i did and didn't drink the chocolate soy milk. But this just sneaks up on me when the peanut butter gets to a certain part of my digestive tract.
Maybe i need to go and get checked for food allergies again. Or maybe just stop eating peanut butter. (don't hit me, amanda and perky)
Gonna try to sit up again. Maybe this will work and maybe not. *sighs* I hate my life.
forget it. the leg tremors are starting again. i'm going to go and kill myself and put me out of my misery. *grumbles off*

Comments

[perkyandproud.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't hit you!

*hugs you*

Just...time to stop eating the peanut butter. Trust me. I was VERY sad when I realized I had to stop eating eggs!

[lexxiescott]

i put that because i typed that right after the talk you and amanda gave me about how many times i've said i was going to stop eating it. *Grins* and you're right enough. mum agrees with you guys. and she's says i'm an idiot for eating it again.

[raven-mcbain.livejournal.com]

always hard giving up something you love/like but sadly your body takes priority. I know that since I gave up caffeine I'm doing at least slightly better then I was before.

Sorry our feeling so ill hope you feel a little better.

[lexxiescott]

how very true. i've had to give up butter, cream, ice cream, cookies, chocolate, soda, orange juice, most dairy, gatorade......... now peanuts. *sighs* it won't be too hard because, as you see, i'm well used to it. (oh yeah, and caffeine, i'm actually allergic to that one)

i'm actually going to research peanut allergies today. if i'm developing one, i need to know.

thanks. :) i'm getting there. :)

[raven-mcbain.livejournal.com]

Wow that is alot. *sigh* why can't the stuff we like be good for us. Actually giving up caffeine wasn't as hard as I thought it would be after the MSG debacle it seems like almost everything has the darn stuff in it, now some of the stuff I had to give up there was hard. Now I just scrutinize labels like nobodies business for MSG, caffeine or any kind of alcohol, there are also some things I'm looking into but those three are the worst, the third could kill me.

Yes it's really important to actually know about allergies a lot of people I know just assume and yeah.

[lexxiescott]

yeah, but it wasn't all at once (mostly) anyway.
MSG is nasty stuff. I tried to avoid it on principle, but it was too hard. i just watch how much of it i eat so i didn't have to lose stuff there, thankfully.

i get the strangest looks in grocery stores these days. i have to check for refined sugar, corn syrup and high fructose corn syrup in everything. so, like you, reading labels. but nothing lethal yet - thank heavens. i wish you the best of luck.

people can be stupid. i'm trying to work out how i'm going to eat at a family gathering and not be mean to the cook. *sighs*